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Logic Of Delusion
01:31
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2. |
Room To Grow
02:46
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In this living hell our body decays
Our brain rots with the passing of days
So much to do just to keep up charades
Serving our time in the bed that we’ve made
The weight of the world comes knocking at your door
Will you let this burden in that will do you in?
How can you keep your mind at ease
while the demons outside create your reality?
Disguise disgust with compassion
Your witch hunt for vengeance
It won’t help the rest of us
It impedes progress
Do what it takes to be myself today
With life’s problems getting in the way
It’s going to take more than meets the eye
All I can ask is that you try
This life is cold 'til the miserable end
The amount you suffer, it depends
Helping others out if even in a small way
What will it take to get you through the day?
Do what I need to get through to you
Even if I told myself it’s true
Won’t be easy, gonna be a long fight
But you’ll make it through the night
This life is cold 'til the miserable end
The amount you suffer, it depends
Helping others out if even in a small way
What will get you through the day?
In your head there’s some semblance of remorse
If you let nature take it’s course
The highs and lows of reality
But you don’t know what it’s like to be me
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3. |
Shamed
02:27
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Imagine what it’s like to live in fear
To run and hide, be told to disappear
Look around and see what’s right in front of you
It’s a mess full of stress, they’ll walk all over you
Corrupt and fucked, what do you plan to do?
Remember not to let them get the best of you
Freedom
Bullshit
Justice
Don’t know what’s real anymore
You walk the line just in time to find
that life is full of lies and there’s no way out
Can’t surrender to the ones that hurt you
There is no justice
There is no peace
Your words mean nothing
It’s no surprise
It’s clear as day that you only want the prize
What do you do?
When there’s no one left to blame
So go ahead, hang your head in shame
It’s no surprise that you only want the prize
But first you gotta pay the fucking price
You walk the line just in time to find that life is full of lies and there’s no way out.
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4. |
Fantasy World
01:59
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Three strikes you’re out
You took the hard way
You recreate reality with the things that you say
Time and time again
Playing these games
Burdened by neglect, it’s the price that you pay
Can we agree that life sucks?
Your mouth run amok
You took the hard way
Expression of content
I’m not sure what you meant
Psychology of the unloved
Expression of contempt
There you’ve gone and opened up your mouth
and you’re not quite sure just what you meant.
Can we agree that life sucks?
Your mouth run amok
You took the hard way
Expression of content
I’m not sure what you meant
I don’t wanna be alone
Just want something to be proud of
Just set me free
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5. |
Slipping Away
02:52
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You can’t forget yourself before you wreck yourself
The most important thing is to put your health first
Don’t go breaking your back just to get by
No one will really care about how hard you tried
I gotta keep that in mind
So when this prison of mine
Can’t take much more - How much can I endure?
So fuck your rule
It’s a bunch of bullshit
Really makes me wonder how you haven’t got hit yet
It’s hard to find a reason
To make it through the day
Repetition
Losing sleep
with thoughts full of anxiety.
Who are you to control?
And have a say?
The days are numbered
Until I finally walk away
I’ve learned you can’t conquer me
The game is over
The time is up
I won’t take it any longer
No more of this fuckin’ pain again
It’s hard to find a reason
To make it through the day
Repetition
Killing me
with thoughts of life slipping away from me.
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Controller Allentown, Pennsylvania
lehigh valley hardcore
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